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[endowedninja]

[Nope. Not being clueless.]

Yeah...Not all of it, but most of it.

Wait. You're apologizing for that? Why? You did nothing to apologize for.

[ex_nearsighted397]

... How can you be so forgiving?

[endowedninja]

Barnaby, what would have happened if you hadn't stopped me?

[It's not something she really wants to think about, but she knows what could have happened.]

[ex_nearsighted397]

You may have been a danger to yourself or others.

[ While he understands that, it doesn't mean that he likes it. ]

[endowedninja]

Exactly. Although, it's the others I'm referring to--including you. You were protecting them with what you did.

How could I be mad at you for that?

[She's actually asked herself how could she not be mad at him, and that's the reason she came up with. Although, she's mad at herself for putting him in that position to begin with.]

To be honest, you should be mad at me.

[ex_nearsighted397]

It wasn't your fault. How could I possibly blame you for that? It was out of your control.

None of us had much choice while we were aboard.

[endowedninja]

I'm not entirely sure about that.

[She had been able to fight an illusion before, why couldn't she that time?]

But, I am very sorry for attacking you and putting you in that position.

[Fuzzy as the details may be.]

[ex_nearsighted397]

It's nothing you need to apologise for.
I wish there had been a better way for everyone, but we did what we could given the circumstances.
I do not hold that against you.

But if you wish for my forgiveness... I am willing to give it.

[endowedninja]

Thanks. And you've got mine.

[...]

So, how are you doing anyway?

[Physically, emotionally, mentally...however he wants to respond.]

[ex_nearsighted397]

I was warned that this city could be rather trying, but there was no way to prepare myself for what was to come.

[ It hadn't even been a month yet, and Barnaby was exhausted. ]

[endowedninja]

Well, at least it's not a ship that could sink.

[Because yeah, this place has been SO much better...]

Seriously, though. I understand what you mean. And I think COMPASS wants it that way.

[ex_nearsighted397]

I gather that this is what they mean when they wish to inspire fear in us.

[endowedninja]

The only problem is, that wish backfires when people face those fears and succeed.

[ex_nearsighted397]

Even if they do succeed, at what cost is it?

[endowedninja]

I don't think we can always tell right away. People just might get worn down after doing it over and over.

[Then there's the whole dying-and-coming-back thing.]

[ex_nearsighted397]

That seems to be in line with what I've observed from some of those who have been here a while.

[endowedninja]

[She doesn't respond for a long time.]

It's not only those who have been here for a while. Some of things I saw on the Charon...

[She still has nightmares about.]

[ex_nearsighted397]

I see.
I apologise for bringing it up.

[ He's doing a lot of apologising right now. ]

[endowedninja]

[She shakes her head, even though he can't see.]

Barnaby, where are you right now?

[ex_nearsighted397]

The second floor common room.

[ Why? Because it has classical music, and he needed a change of scenery. ]

[endowedninja]

I'll be right there.

[ex_nearsighted397]

You needn't do that.

[ It's probably too late for that. ]

[endowedninja]

[Very too late, because she's at the door of the common room in minutes, her eyes full of concern as she looks at him and answers him in person.]

Yes, I do.

[ex_nearsighted397]

[ The sound of her voice makes him quickly get up from the armchair he'd been sitting in, first to go and turn off the gramophone, and then so that he can turn and face her. ]

Why?

[endowedninja]

[She glances at the machine and shakes her head once.]

You didn't have to turn that off; the music is pretty.

[She approaches him.]

But I did have to come here. And talk to you face-to-face.

[And prove that everything was all right between them. Among other things...]